Sunday, July 5, 2009

i just wanna be

successful.


life's lost its direction.
my mind's all over the place all the time.
spreading myself so thin really bit me in the ass.
i need some change for the better.

i never used to be this bummed about life.
i used to always know who to go to.
what the hell happened to my optimism!
it'll come back. i hope.

Friday, July 3, 2009

miyazaki movielist

update #2!

Yuki's Sun
The Castle of Cagliostro
Nausicaä of the Valley of the Wind
Laputa: Castle in the Sky
My Neighbor Totoro
Kiki's Delivery Service
Porco Rosso
Princess Mononoke
Spirited Away
Howl's Moving Castle
Ponyo on the Cliff by the Sea

today was

interesting.

thriller thursday was non existent.

i had dinner with my girlfriends family today.
not as daunting as i thought it would be.
they're actually pretty chill :)

i'm so looking forward to july 4.
every year we get together at my cousins house in COLTON, cause apparently its illegal to use fireworks in loma linda, and we light a whole bunchload of fireworks.

i missed last year's cause i was in japan so this year better be bomb :p
speaking of japan, i miss that place.
i wanna go back so bad.
i miss the feeling of just doing your own thing, without any parents there.


i've been missing alot of things lately.
sad thing is i know that i can't have any of those things.