the bus tour was

pretty fun this year :)
i didn't know i was going until like an hour before we left. haha
soooo we hopped on the plane at lax... haha jk. we left church at around 9:30 on a BUS (obviously). our first stop was hollywood, which was pretty fun, although we only got to spend half an hour there. i swear i saw michael jackson three times. and yoda. and fat mexicans who handed out flyers for 10% off at the hollywood giftshop, which i ended up handing back to random people. then we went to the farmers market, where they have really bomb food, which i didn't get to try, cause alex decided to settle for pizza and i gave in :p. like right after we got it, we saw korean bbq, sushi, and ribs, and gumbo and a whole bunch of stuff, and i was like why did i get pizza! it was the greasiest pizza in the whole entire world, but it still tasted delicious. but then after that we got these super bomb pears from this stand which totally made up for all the unhealthiness. after being late to the bus (i blame the pears) we went to rodeo drive, where they had all these rich people stores, then it was off to santa monica pier. after eating this freakin humungous funnel cake with frozen yogurt and strawberries, and riding the carousel(i was on a freakin triceratops!), we went to eagle rock plaza, which is pretty much filipino central. they had jollibee, chowking, goldilocks, your normal filipino stuff, but they had a chuckecheese too! did you know you had to be 18 to get into chuckecheese? they even had a bouncer. but thanks to alex's slickness we got in :D. after all this we went to see the lights in pasadena, then home. fun day!

favorite version of

party in the usa. http://www.myspace.com/biggieremixz?albid=&songid=59488939

why do we have

like a billion choir concerts? randy places too! redlands mall and the rotary club. today was hella random. hulda crooks park ftw! i don't even remember how we decided to go there. michelle comes up with the most random things to do.

i'm done with school. for now. lets hope i can make it through these last three days without utterly failing my classes :)

another random thing, i was walking through the music
section of barnes and noble, and i happened to walk
towards one of those things where you scan the cd
barcode and preview the music, and i put the headphones,
and this girl happened to be playing. her kind of music isn't
my thing, but her voice is so freakin unique!
i've never heard anything like it.

the last time i posted something on here

was on september 9, 2009. i miss blogging!

until today, i thought christmas break was next week.
i almost cried when i realized that it wasn't until the week after this week.
all my cousins/sister are back from college and i'm still stuck in school for one more freakin week!
one more week of dying of boredom in school. there is soo much crap to worry about!

i'm never enthusiastic about anything anymore. its like the repetitiveness of school has desensitized my feelings of excitement. i've had senioritis since the middle of sophomore year. i need to get motivated! i'll do that after christmas break. wow i even procrastinate non-school related things! sighh... i need to fix my life.

blogspot is

confusing!

first real week of

school!
yay! haha i'm actually looking forward to everything but the school part.

lunch is gonna be super bomb this year.
i can feel it. those 50 minutes of hanging out with peeps is gonna be fun :)
i gotta make up for last year... not saying that it was wasted or anything, cause it wasn't. forsure.

all the new people! so exciting. i love meeting new people for some reason.
thats like one of the best things of a new school year.


this year's gonna be awesome guys!
i can feel it.

hello

blogspot!

i have not been on this thing for FOREVER!
anyways, i'm leaving for CHICAGO tomorrow!
flight's at 11.
how exciting.

i'm gonna be there for like two days, then go to like some other places, then end up in the big ass mall known as the MALL OF AMERICA!

i think its the biggest mall in north america.
then its off to oshkosh!
drill. woot. not really.
i'm just hoping we place.




well anyways, peaceoutyo!
expect updates whenever i get to a computer.

i just wanna be

successful.


life's lost its direction.
my mind's all over the place all the time.
spreading myself so thin really bit me in the ass.
i need some change for the better.

i never used to be this bummed about life.
i used to always know who to go to.
what the hell happened to my optimism!
it'll come back. i hope.

miyazaki movielist

update #2!

Yuki's Sun
The Castle of Cagliostro
Nausicaä of the Valley of the Wind
Laputa: Castle in the Sky
My Neighbor Totoro
Kiki's Delivery Service
Porco Rosso
Princess Mononoke
Spirited Away
Howl's Moving Castle
Ponyo on the Cliff by the Sea

today was

interesting.

thriller thursday was non existent.

i had dinner with my girlfriends family today.
not as daunting as i thought it would be.
they're actually pretty chill :)

i'm so looking forward to july 4.
every year we get together at my cousins house in COLTON, cause apparently its illegal to use fireworks in loma linda, and we light a whole bunchload of fireworks.

i missed last year's cause i was in japan so this year better be bomb :p
speaking of japan, i miss that place.
i wanna go back so bad.
i miss the feeling of just doing your own thing, without any parents there.


i've been missing alot of things lately.
sad thing is i know that i can't have any of those things.

miyazaki movielist

update!

Yuki's Sun
The Castle of Cagliostro
Nausicaä of the Valley of the Wind
Laputa: Castle in the Sky
My Neighbor Totoro
Kiki's Delivery Service
Porco Rosso
Princess Mononoke
Spirited Away
Howl's Moving Castle
Ponyo on the Cliff by the Sea

hayao miyazaki's movie's are

amazing.

btdub he's the guy who made totoro and spirited away.
i'm going to watch every single one of his movies this summer.


Yuki's Sun
The Castle of Cagliostro
Nausicaä of the Valley of the Wind
Laputa: Castle in the Sky
My Neighbor Totoro
Kiki's Delivery Service
Porco Rosso
Princess Mononoke
Spirited Away
Howl's Moving Castle
Ponyo on the Cliff by the Sea

i swear my

iq has dropped like 0234802348023852 points.

last night was pretty ballin.
i finally saw all my peeps.
after like a trillion years!
it was good to see them.

met some new people too!
thats always fun.
as i mentioned in the previous post.
i need to hang out with people.

anyways, i shouldn't be on the computer.
cause its the "sabbath!''
i'm such a sinner.
brooke says i'm going straight to hell.

no stops or nothing!
haha i hope thats not true.

i found out that

i really like meeting new people.
they're so fun to talk too :)
and you know how people say "its a small world?"

it really is.
seriously.

just get out there and meet some people and you'll know what i mean.

summer

amazes the crap out of me.

its boring, but incredibly interesting at the same time!
all thanks to my bestfriend.
haha

this summer

is gonna be a trip.
nuff said.
haha

i've been spending alot of time

self analyzing.
there's alot of things i need to fix in my life.


social networking sites.
to what purpose are they?

i don't like

finals.
but then again, who doesn't?
i got my easy tests over today.
bio and lit.
my hard tests are tomorrow.
math and religion.

religion you might say?
surprisingly its way harder than the two tests i had today.
i don't really like the class, or see its point, but its okay.
pastor j's not really as bad as i make him out to be.
i guess.

this weekend was

very very interesting.
from friday to sunday, they way things progressed were just,


interesting.


it was fun though.
although i could say more about it, i'm not really going to.
what i'm really looking forward to is school getting out.
i was done with school like three weeks ago.
just need to power through and get through this week.
i have a feeling that this'll be one of the longest four days of my life.

that was a

very interesting turn of events.
what an interesting friendship.
lots of ups and downs.
glad its on an up right now.
havin so much fun :)

new

playlist!


i have assembled some of the bombest songs you will hear in yo LIFE!
so check all that ishh out.
peace.

why is

girls generation[SNSD] so freakin amazing?

today was

my six month anniversary.

with my SUPERDUPERAMAZING girlfriend.
just in case you didn't know what i was talking about.

i've had so much fun.
ups and downs, but so much fun.
i'm really really really happy now.
she is more than i could EVER have asked for.

and thanks to my peeps.
andi you were an amazing help.
you guys are awesome!

you know what?

i liked today.
in jon's words, it was like i "took a huge shit."

got some things off my chest.
i really don't think things will be back to normal.
its been so long since it has.
i have a feeling it's never gonna be.
i'm gonna try too hard in the beginning.

i have decided to live life day to day.
that sounds like a good plan.


props to all my peeps who got elected.
my lobbying apparently worked :)

i am such a

procrastinator!

guess what.

i haven't started on my religion project, and its due tommorrow.
me = hella screwed!

not really actually, i'm just a lazy ass bum.
i can't believe my grades are still this decent.

well, considering that its 10:55, i should start on my paper
peace out yo!

i haven't posted a

new blog in a while.

last week = uber eventful.
whole buncha stuff went down.
and i
being the superlazy person i am
won't put it all down.

to summ it up, i was confused, then i wasn't, then i am again.

and i need some eggs.
holyfuckinshit.
this is gonna be a long three weeks.

and i wanna learn how to shuffle/hardstyle.
that looks so COOL!

yeah!

we can do it guys!

song of the week!

LMFAO is the bommbb!

you should check it out.

why is there so

much stuff going on?

jon i think that we're not taking this slow enough.
everything just needs to slow down.




just so we can chill.
what happened to the days when we didn't have so much things to care about.
now our days are filled with curricular and extracurricular activities.

to what purpose?
seriously.
think about it.

i'm in L.A.

TRICK.

god i love that song.
trick is the new word of the century.

what

am i doing with my life?

i stay up super late.
for absolutely no reason.

i don't even open my backpack when i get home.
i sloth around on my computer, doing pointless things.

i go to school.
and don't even pay attention.

but i still manage to keep my gpa above my goal.
why?

why is my laziness being rewarded?

but there are good things in life.
like friends you can't live without.
people you can't live without.
this one person i can't live without.

they're the stuff that keeps my gears runnin.
specially that last one on the list.

but i need a change of scenery.
a change of pace.

and shoutout to my musical soulmate.
thanks for all the awesome music you have opened my ears too.
it makes everything that much awesomer.

campout

was so much FUN!
wow.

i really needed that.
just time to relax, hangout, and most of all...EAT.
i ate some good stuff this weekend.

i got to spend so much time with my superamazinggirlfriend.
it was bommbb.
spending saturday just walking on the beach, talking, chilling *cough cough*
it was so much fun.
she is so much fun.

and tenting with jon and chris was the SHITTTT
you gotta love them koreans.
discovering those ramyun noodles(they were sent from HEAVEN)
eating delicious kalbi. god i love beef.
and talking till like one in the morning.
finding out things that i never expected.
those guys are my brothas.
so much stuff went down.
so much FUN stuff went down. ("El Tigre" and "Colonel Williams" *inside jokes*)

this weekend was the best.
and i can't wait for tomorrow.
the day that lots of awesome people look forward to.

song of the MONTH!

this song is AWESOME.
do listen :)
don't not listen :(

school

is so redundant.
same thing day in and day out.
the only thing keeping me sane is her.

i need a change of scenery.
all these different people, all these different stories,
it gets tiring sometimes.
i really look forward to my weekends.
specially saturday/friday nights.haha

i need to find a summer program to occupy the bunchloads of freetime i'm going to have over the summer.

going abroad would be my first choice.
one roadblock there, its WAY too expensive.

staying at home and going to a precollege program at Brown or Harvard would be my second choice.

but the same roadblock there.
its WAY too expensive.

then comes the college credit programs at UC Riverside and UC Berkeley.
that is a plausible option.

or maybe i could just be normal.
and chill.

p.s.
michelle = super awesome.
and i'm sorry.

song of the week!-------->

check dat shizz outt
props to chandler for the discovery of this GOD_STATUS song.

*update:
imeem's being gay and only letting you listen to 30 freakin seconds of the song. so just click the link in there.

420

saturday afternoon's are the shit.
haha

today

was not a good day.
hope tomorrow brings better things.
i'd been having trouble realizing who my friends are,
and its finally great to realize who they are.
not those pieces of crap that blind old me thought they gave a shit.

so many things have been said.
some things can't be taken back as quickly as one would like to.

oh and fuck you man.
you know who you are.
i didn't believe what i heard.
what have i ever done to you?
you think i would get mad at something little like that?
that i would give in like that?
i have more pride than you think i do.
you make me seem like i'm the douchebag.
then you go ahead and throw some fuel on the fire you little prick.
you go ahead and turn if from something little, to something that would actually piss me off.
why? why would you do that?
do you enjoy seeing me angry?
you are the biggest douchebag in all of human history.

on to the next person.
this person i've finally had enough of.
i can't take it anymore.
i can't take you anymore.
your constant bi-polarness just pisses me off.
you get tired of people?
well guess what.
i'm tired of you.
i'm too emotional?
i can't be human?

now if any of you mothafuckers reads this, your "assumptions" about me being "too emotional" will probably become true in your little world.

but i'm not mad.
i'm not sad.
i'm not depressed.
i just don't care.

song of the week!

check out the new song of the week!

if your reading this heather i love you ;)

santa monica

leaving for it in 0100 hours.
good thing the hotel room has free wireless internet.
or i'd be dead. haha

thoughts.

freaks and geeks is a suprisingly pretty good show




today was pretty fun.
i guess.

well if you call swimming in like zero degree water and playing video games is fun.
i think its ok.

i think i'll make this blog a music blog.
but i'm not sure how to do that.
i'm workin on it though.

blech.

i feel like crap.
being sick TOTALLY sucks.

but this spring break isn't totally bad tho.
gotta a whole bunch of movies and tv shows from my cousin.
started this new anime series (i'm such an otaku)
overall its not that bad.

but bronchitis sucks.
and my girlfriend's in disneyland.
without me. LOL
at least she's having fun ;)

oh and btw, if you haven't played the board game Risk, you should.
funnest thing ever.

japan

god i miss that place. the experiences i had there were amazing. everytime i see something that reminds me of that place, a rush of awesome memories makes its way through my head. playing cards in the dorm till 1 in the morning (which really pissed of the dean), going on "cultural trips" every sunday, operation GNAG, getting ice cream at the store after school, the showers (don't get me started), inside jokes, just EVERYTHING.

i need to go back.

yeahhboii

first post!
bloggin = superb way to waste your time.

but it's fun.
now you're not a loner anymore michelle.