why is there so

much stuff going on?

jon i think that we're not taking this slow enough.
everything just needs to slow down.




just so we can chill.
what happened to the days when we didn't have so much things to care about.
now our days are filled with curricular and extracurricular activities.

to what purpose?
seriously.
think about it.

i'm in L.A.

TRICK.

god i love that song.
trick is the new word of the century.

what

am i doing with my life?

i stay up super late.
for absolutely no reason.

i don't even open my backpack when i get home.
i sloth around on my computer, doing pointless things.

i go to school.
and don't even pay attention.

but i still manage to keep my gpa above my goal.
why?

why is my laziness being rewarded?

but there are good things in life.
like friends you can't live without.
people you can't live without.
this one person i can't live without.

they're the stuff that keeps my gears runnin.
specially that last one on the list.

but i need a change of scenery.
a change of pace.

and shoutout to my musical soulmate.
thanks for all the awesome music you have opened my ears too.
it makes everything that much awesomer.

campout

was so much FUN!
wow.

i really needed that.
just time to relax, hangout, and most of all...EAT.
i ate some good stuff this weekend.

i got to spend so much time with my superamazinggirlfriend.
it was bommbb.
spending saturday just walking on the beach, talking, chilling *cough cough*
it was so much fun.
she is so much fun.

and tenting with jon and chris was the SHITTTT
you gotta love them koreans.
discovering those ramyun noodles(they were sent from HEAVEN)
eating delicious kalbi. god i love beef.
and talking till like one in the morning.
finding out things that i never expected.
those guys are my brothas.
so much stuff went down.
so much FUN stuff went down. ("El Tigre" and "Colonel Williams" *inside jokes*)

this weekend was the best.
and i can't wait for tomorrow.
the day that lots of awesome people look forward to.

song of the MONTH!

this song is AWESOME.
do listen :)
don't not listen :(

school

is so redundant.
same thing day in and day out.
the only thing keeping me sane is her.

i need a change of scenery.
all these different people, all these different stories,
it gets tiring sometimes.
i really look forward to my weekends.
specially saturday/friday nights.haha

i need to find a summer program to occupy the bunchloads of freetime i'm going to have over the summer.

going abroad would be my first choice.
one roadblock there, its WAY too expensive.

staying at home and going to a precollege program at Brown or Harvard would be my second choice.

but the same roadblock there.
its WAY too expensive.

then comes the college credit programs at UC Riverside and UC Berkeley.
that is a plausible option.

or maybe i could just be normal.
and chill.

p.s.
michelle = super awesome.
and i'm sorry.

song of the week!-------->

check dat shizz outt
props to chandler for the discovery of this GOD_STATUS song.

*update:
imeem's being gay and only letting you listen to 30 freakin seconds of the song. so just click the link in there.

420

saturday afternoon's are the shit.
haha

today

was not a good day.
hope tomorrow brings better things.
i'd been having trouble realizing who my friends are,
and its finally great to realize who they are.
not those pieces of crap that blind old me thought they gave a shit.

so many things have been said.
some things can't be taken back as quickly as one would like to.

oh and fuck you man.
you know who you are.
i didn't believe what i heard.
what have i ever done to you?
you think i would get mad at something little like that?
that i would give in like that?
i have more pride than you think i do.
you make me seem like i'm the douchebag.
then you go ahead and throw some fuel on the fire you little prick.
you go ahead and turn if from something little, to something that would actually piss me off.
why? why would you do that?
do you enjoy seeing me angry?
you are the biggest douchebag in all of human history.

on to the next person.
this person i've finally had enough of.
i can't take it anymore.
i can't take you anymore.
your constant bi-polarness just pisses me off.
you get tired of people?
well guess what.
i'm tired of you.
i'm too emotional?
i can't be human?

now if any of you mothafuckers reads this, your "assumptions" about me being "too emotional" will probably become true in your little world.

but i'm not mad.
i'm not sad.
i'm not depressed.
i just don't care.